face-of-a-paperbag

I'm fated to pretend.

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You made me become attracted to you, you made me like you, you made me trust you, and you made me love you. You forced me to say things to you that would suddenly form into simple sentences written on a piece of paper where they now lay under my bed; used, no longer filled with meaning or a love that I once felt for you. I hate everything you have put me through. Why did we promise each other a lifetime of happiness that slowly turned into stale feelings that became unwanted? We can't take anything back. Those simple sentences are now filled with resentment. My eyes have been stained red from the series of nights t

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I would lie on my empty bed and I wouldn't think about you. I wouldn't think about your symmetrical smile or your glistening pale, green eyes your sculpted nose, your supple lips... or your body when it is against mine. I hate the thought of you. I hate the thought of talking to you or seeing you or being with you. We've made a promise to stay and at first I was afraid you would leave, but now I'm afraid that I will.

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A Poem Nobody Will Read by imaginarybutterflies, literature

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A Poem Nobody Will Read

I want to write a poem that nobody will ever read, Or.. a poem that everybody reads, And will never know that it was I who wrote it. I also kind of want to cry. And scream. Which is sad, and mildly concerning Because other than... Everthing finally took a turn for the best the past few days. I want to curl up in a ball and read a book, And be alone- I dont want to be the kind of alone where you show up somewhere and nobody acknowledges you, I want to be the kind of alone where it's safe to contemplate, Where you can feel your body relaxing into the floor. I want to bury my feet in dirt until they weave their ways into the core of

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Dec 1
United States
Deviant for 13 years
She / Her

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I am from Oregon. I love to write, draw, sing, and play piano. I'm very different but the same in so many ways. I love to listen to indie music and watch independent films. I'm very odd and most people who think they know me, don't.

Favourite Visual Artist

Bryan Lee O'Malley, My Uncle John

Favourite Movies

Anchorman

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

1997

Favourite Books

Perks of Being a Wallflower, The Hottest State, Youth in Revolt

Favourite Games

Zelda: Ocarina of Time, Twilight Princess, Bomber Man, Cookin Mama

Other Interests

Writing, Drawing, Piano, Music, Caffine

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Aug 2, 2012

pictures of france

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whenever i see pictures people post of some random place in france on the internet. you know, they didn't take it but they loved the work so they posted it, and maybe dreamed of going there someday... it makes me a little sad and nostalgic. i mean, i was there. I saw france..and i miss it. weeks later and it seems like it was a dream. it makes me a little sad because i wish i could go back just as a lonely traveler. I miss it...

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face-of-a-paperbag

Jul 26, 2012

films to keep me company

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I watched two movies in the last couple of days that made me feel weird, but made me start to appreciate film again. I'm not going to say what these two movies were because I'm weird about that and if they wrong person find out what movies I watched, and talk about them, I will just get pissed off and hate the movie....anyway. The first movie, I watched at like 2 in the morning and I kept telling myself I should just go to bed and I thought that maybe I would end up going to bed because the movie was probably going to suck...but it didn't. In fact, it was a probably one of the best movies I have seen in a while. I was so... intrigued by how

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face-of-a-paperbag

Jul 23, 2012

a loss

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i'm having a loss of creativity. It came to me before france and i guess i left it there... in other news, junior year is creeping up soon, and i want to kill everyone. To be honest, the people I would much rather spend my time with graduated last year and the year before that. now i am left with people who i pretend to be friends with and people i'm okay friends with. some of them might have a higher rating, but summer has separated me from them for the most part. so that makes me sad. I feel distant a lot this summer, from my family, my friends, my cat. I feel like i'm either letting people down or annoying them. I want to get my p